Well well well….. i must have tempted fate previously as this week i completely lost my cool while trading in-play whilst in a bad mood and the heat of a frustrating afternoon sesh…… what more can i say? -£1030 straight down the pan.
Even worse then that its dented my confidence a little and things seem tough. I know ill come out the other side of this but its one of those rather anoying blunders which shouldnt really happen….. i lasted a whole 8 1/2 months… which is a record for me but i really cant afford to do it ever again, spent the last two days beating myself up for it but its no good… get up, dust off, start again.
Over the last couple of weeks ive seen liquidity drop a fair bit pre race and it feels like trading against un-genuine money alot of the time, most frustrating but i suppose its the winter well and truly on its way!
On reflection i think it highlights just how important it can be to have a sound state of mind before even attempting to trade, why did i do that? i really dont know…. a culmination of stress and a whole variety of problems so it would seem, not good when its your income as its serious stuff!