What a mad few days its been?! …. I’ve been trading totally different and really took a look at myself and shook myself down, and its been great although its left me in a bit of a predicament at the moment….. what to do?!
Last month or so after splitting up with my wife etc as you will know ive had some rather poor perormances and its really got to me worst case throwing away just over a grand in one go… during that period i applied for a few jobs, one working offshore which i havent heard off but they did say would be a few months till a slot for me and the other with BT… the moneys not bad but not life changing either… well today they called me and offered me the job asking me to start a couple weeks into next month. To make matters worse here’s my last 70 races….
Now i know their only small results but their consistent and this is how the beautiful results start to blossom and results improve quickly….. what to do?! … lots to weigh up but at the moment i get to get up late go to the gym in the morning and work a afternoon, i dont get taxed (only PC) and if i got a job id get paid about the same…. but then again i got just about whole family telling me to get a job…. dont think theyd support it unless i start making loads…. what to do ?? mmmm